Monday, January 10, 2011

Don't Blink

One week later... I re-read my post from last Monday. It took a while for me to be able to do that. I remember how happy and relieved I was. I saw a strong heartbeat. My fears that the baby wasn't meant to be were eased. I was given the green light that all was okay. The rollercoaster of emotional highs and lows was going to be over.

Well, it's Monday. I am again set up for another emergency ultrasound. However, I know this one won't be as happy as the last one. This time I refuse to look. I can't handle seeing an empy screen where my strong healthy baby was just one short week ago.

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